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My grandmother died last night. This wasn't a shock or a surprise. Her health has been on the decline, and she's been in hospice for the last month. She lived a long life, and in her final days she was surrounded by her three adult children.
My grandma was a kind woman. She wasn't perfect, but I always felt loved in her presence. She was a retired kindergarten teacher, and was still working when I was a kid. I have so many happy memories sitting at her kitchen table, and I'm going to carry those with me for the rest of my life. She was also proof that anyone who claims that you get more conservative as you get older is full of shit, because she certainly didn't.
I think it's interesting how the body processes grief sometimes. I don't know that I'll cry, but over the past month, knowing this was coming, I've felt a tension in my gut. Now that she's passed, instead of relief that tension is replaced by a sense of emptiness. That something is missing that should still be there. Something has been taken away, and I feel it.
Of course, as I wrote that, I immediately started crying... so I guess my body processes grief in pretty ordinary ways too.
I wanted to come up with something profound linking this to Beltane, which we sit in the middle of right now, but it just seemed hackneyed. Like I was trying to dig out some greater significance when the truth is death comes whenever it wants. The only predictable thing about it is that it's the end of all of our journeys. I hope that when I pass I'm so lucky to have lived such a long life with people that I love around me in my final days.
For the record, I will be fine. I just needed to get these words out while they were still in my head. I don't have some rousing conclusion or deep insight to tack on here at the end, just that gut feeling that something is missing.
Because it is.
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Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight!
Are people jogging outside?
That..has got to be one of the most passive aggressive responses I’ve ever seen… No one is just that idiotic, right?
I was in the “idiot” camp, but now I’m leaning more towards “garbage monster.”
Why do I foresee a Garner sized hole in the wall in about 6 panels?
Every con staff always has that one R Tard who just likes to a Smartass in a bad way.
I wonder if Lynn is passing someone or if she just drives really fast and stays in the passing lane…
“You can put words together but the jury’s still out on where you can properly encode meaning.”
where = whether. Doh. Jury’s still out on me, apparently…
DIPLOMACY CHECK : FAIL
Initially, I thought Lynn was overreacting. Now I’m worried she’s going to be too nice.
Admit, that’s the sort of smartass thing I’d say. But there’s a survival trait about who such things get said to, and Garner appears to lack said survival trait.